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My friend (one of two best childhood friends) passed away this afternoon. I had managed to get off work earlier and was shopping for some drinks/food to bring to her family with my mother, and noticed I had gotten a call from them and found she had already passed away. We left our cart and just went straight there. We stayed there for a few hours, and right now things are a bit hectic and yet calm. Arrangments will be made for the funeral tomorrow. I may still try to update things, since I kind of need to keep myself busy or I may not. Right now I’m just doing whatever I just can feel like or handle.

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    1. thanks. it’s really hard now when I think about it. I don’t know if I’ll make myself busy or not. I want to make myself busy, but at the same time I dunno if I’ll be able to. I’m having regrets not going sooner when I could. But strangely it happend when everyone else was away some how, whether it’s errends work or sleep. It reminds me of the old saying that “Death does not like company” and it seems like it’s very true… on one hand..I wanted to be there, but then I remembered she has suffered a good bit and I didn’t want that either. but seeing her, like that, was very hard.

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